Perhaps this is the crux of the issue for me and the legacy of my business name: Baraa--To create, to draw order from something that is disordered, even chaotic and to set it on a course for enjoyment and appreciation (an oversimplification I am sure, but two years of Hebrew didn't get me very far in grad school). It seems to me that as I partake in the process of furniture building, I am exercising a basic part of my humanity--dare I say our humanity?--which is to create something, to utilize our god-given ability to enhance the world by the miracle of our imagination.
This is, of course, an idealization. Honestly, it is a rare moment when I stop and actually consider all that I do to create. Most of the time I am focused on getting the job done, getting the paycheck, getting the next job lined out, streamlining the labor process, buying the next tool that makes the job faster, easier, and better, weighing the profit margin or cursing after ruining a perfectly good and expensive saw blade. But every now and again I realize that what I do as a furniture builder and cabinet maker has substance and is meaningful because it comes from me and it demands my attention, it draws upon my imagination to see the 'what can be' in the 'what is not' and the world is better for it.